Superstar

“I’m just saying I’m kind of a whore.

Which is not to say don’t like me.

Because I’m also kind of sweet.

Which is just to say.

The world should no longer be about wanting and wanting the way it was when I was younger and dumber, drawing in my bed, drawing some asshole’s name on my hand, and hearts.

But here we all are. I mean here I am wanting again. The utter inconvenience of what I am.

The utter inconvenience of it all.

But I was just so fucking powerful that night.”

 

–Susan Steinberg, “Superstar” (from Spectacle